about my dream

hello_babe

<P>Last night I dreamt of him! Again!</P>
<P>I never expect him to be on my mind to be so long~~~</P>
<P>I dreamt of him still looking cool and handsome,</P>
<P>having a happy family, three kids,successful career,</P>
<P>but he is dying from CANCER!!!!</P>
<P>I was so damn sad in the dream~~</P>
<P>I remembered so clearly that in the dream,</P>
<P>I opened my cabinet, I looked at all my beautiful clothes </P>
<P>but they could not brighten my day</P>

<P>when I knew it was only a dream </P>
<P>I felt even more painful~~</P>
<P>because now I realise that I still cannot get over him</P>
<P>cannot forget him</P>

<P>today I rushed to him and found him safe and sound at work</P>
<P>my heart was beating so fast</P>
<P>I was happy but I did not dare to look into his eyes</P>
<P>I need to get over him anyway</P>
<P>I just hope my love is not a jinx</P>
<P>hope everyone i love is happy and healthy</P>
<P>if there is misfortune</P>
<P>put it upon me</P>
<P>I will endure it</P>
<P>but God</P>
<P>please bless the ones I love</P>

绕着剑的风

love is a biggest illusion and illness.

hello_babe

of course not the one in the pic[em03]

Kit

<P>so u fall in love with a "him" who's  actually a "her"(&lt;--------------check out that pic)</P><P>..............kekek</P>

hello_babe

<P>btw, kit, i am straight,ok?</P>[em06]

Kit

<P>[em03] i know it/...</P><P>ha</P>

ξＮoＣrｙ

[em03]

hello_babe

say sth, no cry~~hee...don't just show your face~~[em01]

Kit

<P>but cigarettes are expensive yah..</P><P>gotta buy some more this time when go overseas........</P>

Kit

<P>[em01]</P><P>I seldom can sleep peacefully..</P><P>i have dreams every nite..mostly of the dreams are fighting scene..zombies or bloody chase.......</P><P>so that's why i smoke till i sleep ..or else i couldn't fall asleep..</P>[em05] 55555555555555