试一下缘分，lookin' for a GF

atavistic · 发表于 17-3-2007 02:39:00|来自：新加坡

My bio data:

Sex: Male,

Age: 26,

Sexual Orientation: straight,

Personality: Intravert,

Status: Single and Available,

A short description about why I am looking for a GF and what sorta of GF I am lookin' for:

I want changes and I need changes, nevertheless, I am not able to make any changes per se, but instead let me drift as a river flows. So I probably hope I can get a GF who is able to bring some changes to me. I am looking for someone who is intelligent, sharp, sophisticated, and kind. Preferably, she is a bit younger than I am.

Alright, PM me if you have interest. Cheers.

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以下是关于我的FYI，没诚意的就不劳驾了，

I think I should really put some effort to tell you about myself, because it is such a perplex matter. My personality type, unfortunately, is so complex that it is very difficult for me to live in the world as it is. There's a constant war going on inside that finding a peaceful state is almost impossible.

Anyway, as you know, any MBA course or senior management class will say perception is everything, so I will start with the perception people endorse to me. On the outside I seem extremely laid back, carefree, unmotivated, calm, relaxed...heh, you get the idea. That’s how most people will describe me at a first glance. Acquaintances will tell me that I am more intelligent then they originally thought, or just a better person then first perceived. I put the blame of this statement on the fact I don't chit chat, and only participate in deep conversation - something with depth: soft science, hard science, politics, religion, or whatever... Then those really know me will say I have a very dry and sarcastic personality, most people do not know I am joking unless they know me though, mainly due to the fact that I carry only one facial expression daily.

As a matter of fact, what’s going through my head and what’s on the outside are two totally different extremes.

So let me move on and talk about the inner side of story.

For the past 10 years, my life is like a released H balloon. As the balloon rises, I see and understand the world better, and as the balloon is further away from earth, I lost my control of acting upon things as well. Sometimes, you just love to ponder up there, and lose interest in the needy seedy real world. Sometimes, you feel you should really tell the people down there what the bird view is, and to help them to make the world a better place, but you know you have long lost the ability to make things happen.

The balloon continues to rise...

It is apparent to everyone close to me that I have matured so much in the last 10 years, and how a complete drop-off in my pleasure in living took place. But I have nothing to deal with it, even alcohol does not help. Ennui emerges everywhere and erases almost all the connections. I would rather be a computer.

So if you are still with me, and are able to catch the picture, feel free to message me something.

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